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“No, you cannot.” The voice was sharp, authoritative. Mo’s eyes snapped open. “You need to get out of those wet clothes. Now!”

  “Yes, sir!” Mo said smartly. “I don’t think much of your hospitality. You could help me, you know. I’m almost half-dead. I might still die. Right here on your kitchen floor. How’s that going to look?” She rolled over, struggling to a sitting position. Murphy got behind her so she wouldn’t topple over.

  She saw her host, saw the wheelchair, then the anger and frustration in his face. “I’ve never been known for my tact. I apologize. I appreciate your help and you’re right, I need to get out of these wet clothes. I can make it. I got this far. I would appreciate some food though if it isn’t too much trouble…Or, I can make it myself if you…”

  “I’m very self-sufficient. I think I can rustle up something that doesn’t come in a bag. You know, real food. It’s time for Murphy’s supper, too.”

  His voice was cool and impersonal. He was handsome, probably well over six feet if he’d been standing. Muscular. “It can’t be suppertime already. What time is it?”

  “A little after three. Murphy eats early. I don’t know why that is, he just does.”

  She was standing—a feat in itself. She did her best to marshal her dignity as Murphy started out of the kitchen. “I’m sorry I didn’t bring a present. It was rude of me to show up like this with nothing in hand. My mother taught me better, but circumstances…”

  “Go!”

  Murphy bounded down the hall. Mo lurched against the wall again and again, until she made it to the bathroom. It was a pretty room for a bathroom, all powdery blue and white with matching towels and carpet. And it was toasty warm. The shower was obviously for the handicapped with a special seat and grab bars. She shed her clothes, layer by layer, until she was naked. She turned on the shower and was rewarded with instant steaming water. Nothing in the world had ever looked this good. Or felt this good, she thought as she stepped into the spray. She let the water pelt her and made a mental note to ask her host where he got the shower head that massaged her aching body. The soap was Ivory, clean and sweet-smelling. The shampoo was something in a black bottle, something manly. She didn’t care. She lathered up her dark, wet curls and then rinsed off. She decided she liked the smell and made another mental note to look closely at the bottle for the name.

  When the water cooled, she stepped out and would have laughed if she hadn’t been so tired. Murphy was holding a towel. A large one, the mate to the yellow one in the kitchen. He trotted over to the linen closet, inched it open. She watched him as he made his selection, a smaller towel obviously for her hair. “You’re one smart dog, I can say that for you. I owe you my life, big guy. Let’s see, I’d wager you’re a golden retriever. My hair should be half as silky as yours. I’m going to send you a dozen porterhouse steaks when I get home. Now, let’s see, he said there was a robe in here. Ah, here it is. Now, why did I know it was going to be dark green?” She slipped into it, the smaller towel still wrapped around her head. The robe smelled like the shampoo. Maybe the stuff came in a set.

  He had said to rummage for what she wanted. She did, for socks and a pair of long underwear. She pulled on both, the waistband going all the way up to her underarms. As if she cared. All she wanted was the welcome warmth.

  She looked around his bedroom. His. Him. God, she didn’t even know his name, but she knew his dog’s name. How strange. She wanted to do something. The thought had come to her in the shower, but now it eluded her. She saw the phone and the fireplace at the same time. She knew there would be no dial tone, and she was right. She sat down by the fire in the nest of cushions, motioning wearily for the dog to come closer. “I wish you were mine, I really do. Thank you for saving me. Now, one last favor—find that Christmas ribbon and save it for me. I want to have something to remember you by. Not now, the next time you go outside. Will you do that for…?” A moment later she was asleep in the mound of pillows.

  Murphy sat back on his haunches to stare at the sleeping girl in his master’s room. He walked around her several times, sniffing as he did so. When he was satisfied that all was well, he trotted over to the bed and tugged at the comforter until he had it on the floor. Then he dragged it over to the sleeping girl. He pulled, dragged, and tugged until he had it snugly up around her chin. The moment he was finished, he beelined down the hall, through the living room, past his master, out to the kitchen where he slowed just enough to go through his door. He was back in ten minutes with the red ribbon.

  “So that’s where it is. Hand it over, Murphy. It’s supposed to go on the tree.” The golden dog stopped in his tracks, woofed, backed up several steps, but he didn’t drop the ribbon. Instead, he raced down the hall to the bedroom, his master behind him, his chair whirring softly. He watched as the dog placed the ribbon on the coverlet next to Mo’s face. He continued to watch as the huge dog gently tugged the small yellow towel from her wet head. With his snout, he nudged the dark ringlets, then he gently pawed at them.

  “I see,” Marcus Bishop said sadly. “She does look a little like Marcey with that dark hair. Now that you have the situation under control, I guess it’s time for your dinner. She wanted the ribbon, is that it? That’s how you got her here? Good boy, Murphy. Let’s let our guest sleep. Maybe she’ll wake up in time to sing some carols with us. You did good, Murph. Real good. Marcey would be so proud of you. Hell, I’m proud of you and if we don’t watch it, I have a feeling this girl is going to try and snatch you away from me.”

  Marcus could feel his eyes start to burn when Murphy bent over the sleeping girl to lick her cheek. He swore then that the big dog cried, but he couldn’t be certain because his own eyes were full of tears.

  Back in the kitchen, Marcus threw Mo’s clothes in the dryer. He spooned out wet dog food and kibble into Murphy’s bowl. The dog looked at it and walked away. “Yeah, I know. So, it’s a little setback. We’ll recover and get on with it. If we can just get through this first Christmas, we’ll be on the road to recovery, but you gotta help me out here. I can’t do it alone.” The dog buried his head in his paws, but made no sign that he either cared or understood what his master was saying. Marcus felt his shoulders slump.

  It was exactly one year ago to the day that the fatal accident had happened. Marcey, his twin sister, had been driving when the head-on collision occurred. He’d been wearing his seat belt; she wasn’t wearing hers. It took the wrecking crew four hours to get him out of the car. He’d had six operations and one more loomed on the horizon. This one, the orthopedic specialists said, was almost guaranteed to make him walk again.

  This little cottage had been Marcey’s. She’d moved down here after her husband died of leukemia, just five short years after her marriage. Murphy had been her only companion during those tragic years. Marcus had done all he could for her, but she’d kept him at a distance. She painted, wrote an art column for the Philadelphia Democrat, took long walks, and watched a lot of television. To say she withdrew from life was putting it mildly. After the accident, it was simpler to convert this space to his needs than the main house. A ramp and an oversized bathroom were all he needed. Murphy was happier here, too.

  Murphy belonged to both of them, but he’d been partial to Marcey because she always kept licorice squares in her pocket for him.

  He and Murphy had grieved together, going to Marcey’s gravesite weekly with fresh flowers. At those times, he always made sure he had licorice in his pocket. More often than not, though, Murphy wouldn’t touch the little black squares. It was something to do, a memory Marcus tried to keep intact.

  It was going to be nice to have someone to share Christmas with. A time of miracles, the Good Book said. Murphy finding this girl in all that snow had to constitute a miracle of some kind. He didn’t even know her name. He felt cheated. Time enough for that later. Time. That was all he had of late.

  Marcus checked the turkey in the oven. Maybe he should just make a sandwich and save the turkey until tomorrow when the gir
l would be up to a full sit-down dinner.

  He stared at the Christmas tree in the center of the room and wondered if anyone else ever put their tree there. It was the only way he could string the lights. He knew he could have asked one of the servants from the main house to come down and do it just the way he could have asked them to cook him a holiday dinner. But he needed to do these things, needed the responsibility of taking care of himself. In case this next operation didn’t work.

  He prided himself on being a realist. If he didn’t, he’d be sitting in this chair sucking his thumb and watching the boob tube. Life was just too goddamn precious to waste even one minute. He finished decorating the tree, plugged in the lights, and whistled at his marvelous creation. He felt his eyes mist up when he looked at the one-of-a-kind ornaments that had belonged to Marcey and John. He wished for children, a houseful. More puppies. He wished for love, for sound, for music, for sunshine and laughter. Someday.

  Damn, he wished he was married with little ones calling him Daddy. Daddy, fix this; Daddy, help me. And some pretty woman standing in the kitchen smiling, the smile just for him. Marcey had said he was a fusspot and that’s why no girl would marry him. She had said he needed to be more outgoing, needed to smile more. Stop taking yourself so seriously, she would say. Who said you have to be a better engineer than Dad? And then she’d said, If you can’t whistle when you work you don’t belong in that job. He’d become a whistling fool after that little talk because he loved what he did, loved managing the family firm, the largest engineering outfit in the state of New Jersey. Hell, he’d been called to Kuwait after the Gulf War. That had to mean something in terms of prestige. As if he cared about that.

  His chair whirred to life. Within seconds he was sitting in the doorway, watching the sleeping girl. He felt drawn to her for some reason. He snapped his fingers for Murphy. The dog nuzzled his leg. “Check on her, Murph—make sure she’s breathing. She should be okay, but do it anyway. Good thing that fireplace is gas—she’ll stay warm if she sleeps through the night. Guess I get the couch.” He watched as the retriever circled the sleeping girl, nudging the quilt that had slipped from her shoulders. As before, he sniffed her dark hair, stopping long enough to lick her cheek and check on the red ribbon. Marcus motioned for him. Together, they made their way down the hall to the living room and the festive Christmas tree.

  It was only six o’clock. The evening loomed ahead of him. He fixed two large ham sandwiches, one cut into four neat squares, then arranged them on two plates along with pickles and potato chips. A beer for him and grape soda for Murphy. He placed them on the fold-up tray attached to his chair. He whirred into the room, then lifted himself out of the chair and onto the couch. He pressed a button and the wide screen television in the corner came to life. He flipped channels until he came to the Weather Channel. “Pay attention, Murph, this is what you saved our guest from. They’re calling it The Blizzard. Hell, I could have told them that at ten o’clock this morning. You know what I never figured out, Murph? How Santa is supposed to come down the chimney on Christmas Eve with a fire going. Everyone lights their fireplaces on Christmas Eve. Do you think I’m the only one who’s ever asked this question?” He continued to talk to the dog at his feet, feeding him potato chips. For a year now, Murphy was the only one he talked to, with the exception of his doctors and the household help. The business ran itself with capable people standing in for him. He was more than fortunate in that respect. “Did you hear that, Murph? Fourteen inches of snow. We’re marooned. They won’t even be able to get down here from the big house to check on us. We might have our guest for a few days. Company.” He grinned from ear to ear and wasn’t sure why. Eventually he dozed, as did Murphy.

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  Mo opened one eye, instantly aware of where she was and what had happened to her. She tried to stretch her arms and legs. She bit down on her lower lip so she wouldn’t cry out in pain. A hot shower, four or five aspirin, and some liniment might make things bearable. She closed her eyes, wondering what time it was. She offered up a prayer, thanking God that she was alive and as well as could be expected under the circumstances.

  Where was her host? Her savior? She supposed she would have to get up to find out. She tried again to boost herself to a sitting position. With the quilt wrapped around her, she stared at the furnishings. It seemed feminine to her with the priscilla curtains, the pretty pale blue carpet, and satin-striped chaise longue. There was also a faint powdery scent to the room. A leftover scent as though the occupant no longer lived here. She stared at the large louvered closet that took up one entire wall. Maybe that’s where the powdery smell was coming from. Closets tended to hold scents. She looked down at the purple and white flowers adorning the quilt. It matched the drapes. Did men use fluffy yellow towels? If they were leftovers, they did. Her host seemed like the green, brown, and beige type to her.

  She saw the clock, directly in her line of vision, sitting next to the phone that was dead.

  The time was 3:15. Good Lord, she’d slept the clock around. It was Christmas Day. Her parents must be worried sick. Where was Keith? She played with the fantasy that he was out with the state troopers looking for her, but only for a minute. Keith didn’t like the cold. He only pretended to like skiing because it was the trendy thing to do.

  She got up, tightened the belt on the oversize robe, and hobbled around the room, searching for the scent that was so familiar. One side of the closet held women’s clothes, the other side, men’s. So, there was a Mrs. Host. On the dresser, next to the chaise longue, was a picture of a pretty, dark-haired woman and her host. Both were smiling, the man’s arm around the woman’s shoulders. They were staring directly at the camera. A beautiful couple. A friend must have taken the picture. She didn’t have any pictures like this of her and Keith. She felt cheated.

  Mo parted the curtains and gasped. In her life she’d never seen this much snow. She knew in her gut the Jeep was buried. How would she ever find it? Maybe the dog would know where it was.

  Mo shed her clothes in the bathroom and showered again. She turned the nozzle a little at a time, trying to get the water as hot as she could stand it. She moved, jiggled, and danced under the spray as it pelted her sore, aching muscles. She put the same long underwear and socks back on and rolled up the sleeves of the robe four times. She was warm, that was all that mattered. Her skin was chafed and wind-burned. She needed cream of some kind, lanolin. Did her host keep things like that here in the bathroom? She looked under the sink. In two shoeboxes she found everything she needed. Expensive cosmetics, pricey perfume. Mrs. Host must have left in a hurry or a huff. Women simply didn’t leave a fortune in cosmetics behind.

  She was ready now to introduce herself to her host and sit down to food. She realized she was ravenous.

  He was in the kitchen mashing potatoes. The table was set for two and one more plate was on the floor. A large turkey sat in the middle of the table.

  “Can I do anything?” Her voice was raspy, throaty.

  The chair moved and he was facing her.

  “You can sit down. I waited to mash the potatoes until I heard the shower going. I’m Marcus Bishop. Merry Christmas.”

  “I’m Morgan Ames. Merry Christmas to you and Murphy. I can’t thank you enough for taking me in. I looked outside and there’s a lot of snow out there. I don’t think I’ve ever seen this much snow. Even in Colorado. Everything looks wonderful. It smells wonderful, and I know it’s going to taste wonderful, too.” She was babbling like a schoolgirl. She clamped her lips shut and folded her hands in her lap.

  He seemed amused. “I tried. Most of the time I just grill something out on the deck. This was my first try at a big meal. I don’t guarantee anything. Would you like to say grace?”

  Would she? Absolutely she would. She had much to be thankful for. She said so, in great detail, head bowed. A smile tugged at the corners of Bishop’s mouth. Murphy panted, shifting position twice, as much as to say, let’s get on with it.

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sp; Mo flushed. “I’m sorry, I did go on there a bit, didn’t I? You see, I promised…I said…”

  “You made a bargain with God,” Marcus said.

  “How did you know?” God, he was handsome. The picture in the bedroom didn’t do him justice at all.

  “When it’s down to the wire and there’s no one else, we all depend on that Supreme Being to help us out. Most times we forget about Him. The hard part is going to be living up to all those promises.”

  “I never did that before. Even when things were bad, I didn’t ask. This was different. I stared at my mortality. Are you saying you think I was wrong?”

  “Not at all. It’s as natural as breathing. Life is precious. No one wants to lose it.” His voice faltered, then grew stronger.

  Mo stared across the table at her host. She’d caught a glimpse of the pain in his eyes before he lowered his head. Maybe Mrs. Bishop was…not of this earth. She felt flustered, sought to change the subject. “Where is this place, Mr. Bishop? Am I in a town or is this the country? I only saw one house up on the hill when I looked out the window.”

  “The outskirts of Cherry Hill.”

  She was gobbling her food, then stopped chewing long enough to say, “This is absolutely delicious. I didn’t realize I had driven this far. There was absolutely no visibility. I didn’t know if I’d gone over the Delaware Bridge or not. I followed the car’s lights in front of me and then suddenly the lights were gone and I was on my own. The car just gave out even though I still had some gas left.”

  “Where were you going? Where did you leave from?”

  “I live in Delaware. My parents live in Woodbridge, New Jersey. I was going home for Christmas like thousands of other people. My mother called and told me how bad the snow was. Because I have a four-wheel drive Cherokee, I felt confident I could make it. There was one moment there before I started out when I almost went back. I wish now I had listened to my instincts. It’s probably the second most stupid thing I’ve ever done. Again, I’m very grateful. I could have died out there and all because I had to get home. I just had to get home. I tried the telephone in the bedroom but the line was dead. How long do you think it will take before it comes back on?” How anxious her voice sounded. She cleared her throat.